Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I want to vanish

to turn into a fine mist as does water when turned hot. I just want to be gone, not to feel, but to be numb. Would life be better?


sorry for such a long wait with an update, my mind has been else where. Else where is good and bad, but not neutral at all in any sort. Just else where. My mind was at else where a place in between states of thinking and trains of certain thoughts.

It was 77 degrees today and I am sun burnt, in some of my photos which were taken today you can see...

I need sleep...I need peace. So in midst of feeling all of the negative thoughts. Sorry for all the not so happy.

dress is from goodwill...sewed up a bit. I took the waist up a bit and shortened it. It was originally as long as mid shin.



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bon fire from last weekend. Fire. Its so hypnotizing, you stare and stare and think and think.
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8 comments:

Anonymous said...

wow! fabulous pictures, especially the 3d!!! *-*
Love your dress!!

xoxo

http://theminetteissue.blogspot.com/

samantha said...

i stared at those flames for such a long time, almost unhealthy.

i'm loving the print on the dress.

and don't apologize for voicing your inner self. it's what you're feeling, it's real.

Jade Purple Brown said...

those over the knee socks make that outfit perfect!

and i have no plans of ever going to a prom that my highscool plans!

Danielle said...

I loveee it when dresses have buttons up the front like this.

starbrained said...

The photos of the fire are so cool. They're amazing.

THE MILK CLUB said...

That's a really cute dress! and socks!
I wish I was good at finding pretty vintage/second hand clothing. And modding them too. (:

I stare at fires for ages without blinking. They're so mesmerising.

kelsea said...

this post is amazing. what kind of camera do you use?

by the way...let me know if/when you switch to tumblr

Jolly Josi said...

Love love love the dress !